icywhatudidthere: (I’m trapped by you)
2030-07-14 04:44 pm

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❄ SNOW ❄: Sorry, did I miss you?
❄ SNOW ❄: If something is frozen, I'm sorry
❄ SNOW ❄: But you might wanna call on Nic to fix that.
❄ SNOW ❄: If you need my help or attention with anything.
❄ SNOW ❄: I'll definitely do my best to come over as soon as I can. 

...if you need your drinks cooled down, I'm good at that.
 

icywhatudidthere: (Default)
2030-07-06 09:15 pm

HMD

 

 
Let me know how I'm doing~
icywhatudidthere: (Default)
2020-09-10 08:56 pm

Snow - The story

History:

When the children were born, they grew up as any normal family would. Snow acted like any other child, growing up and exploring the world and wanting to be social and interactive with everyone. It wasn't until they were slightly older that he started to notice slight differences between the treatment of himself and his brother with people in general society. His mother would let other people cuddle his brother, they would comment on how lovely and warm he was but she was always slightly more protective of him. She would hold him close. At first, he felt this to be wonderful. He clung to his mother and clung to that love. It wasn't until one day a neighbour's child came over to play when they were quite young children, just before the age of five that he realized this wasn't as much about love as he had thought it to be. 

Being quite a secluded home to the outskirts of the rural village, his mother wasn't around that time as she hadn't expected any visitors. During this visit, by chance, the neighbour's child grabbed onto Snow's hand and recoiled so much and started to cry that Snow finally realized that something was wrong. That he was actually different to everybody else. He questioned his mother when he was able to get her alone that evening. While hiding the hurt in her eyes, she explained to him that he was special. However, other people wouldn't understand the special. He would need to hide it from everybody but his close family. That one conversation tinted every interaction he was to have from then on. She must have also spoken to his brother when he was out of sight as his relationship to his brother also seemed to change overnight. From that day forth, after seeing that interaction, Nic became much more protective and made sure nobody was able to get close enough to his brother to realize what was going on.

It was about half a year later that they realized the only difference between the two brother's weren't just body temperature. It was then that their powers started to blossom. As nobody was able to understand or help them with their powers, the brothers started spending more and more time together during the day exploring what they could and shouldn't do. 

They tested their limits in play; usually ending up with a little damage around the house. They also tested their limits in arguments. This usually ended up with enough damage to the house that repairs needed to be made. Through this childhood of learning through play, their bond grew deeper. As they didn't play with the neighborhood kids in town during this period, they became inseparable. They ate together, studied together, Snow put out Nic's fires and Nic melted Snow's accidental oversized ice sculptures. While Nic was very outgoing with his abilities, Snow tended to be more delicate about things. He, just by chance with defending from his brother's flames, started focusing more on defensive tactics with his ice. It also helped that, since his brother was quite reckless at times with his ability, being able to pinpoint his ice and learn how to create thin layers over other people helped to reduce the burn damage that would be accidentally inflicted on his parents. Where Nic was loud and explosive, Snow compensated with his quiet and calm demeanor. Everything Snow quietly learned was to balance out his brother. 

As the older brother, Snow felt like he should be responsible and look after his younger half. As their father wasn't around much, managing the clinic in town took up most of his time, he tried to take on the responsibilities of the home at a young age even though he didn't need to. The twins weren't close to their father. While he did try to come home as much as he could, when he was home, he was kind but distant. Their father felt powerless to save his own children from their fate as mutants and threw as much time as he could into his work to compensate.

Things went along this way until about the age of 10 when things started to go awry. Snow started becoming more and more capable in his study. He started showing a curiosity that helped him quickly advance through studies of maths, science and biology. Meanwhile, his brother lagged behind, albeit not subpar intelligence, being "normal" in this household didn't help how he felt. More and more, after study time was over, Nic would leave the house and venture down to the town to "visit his father" while spending most of his time making friends and doing what he wanted. Snow, reluctant to leave his home after being laughed at for wearing gloves in summer, spent more and more time with his mother in her study and in her lab. 

It was during one of these sessions, when Nic wasn't around that his mother confided in him that her goal in life was to find him a cure. To find them a cure. She did this to her own children out of her own desperation and now she must fix what she created. Make then normal so they could lead normal human lives. So Snow could maybe find somebody that he would be able to be with. Someone that wouldn't judge him. He readily agreed to help her while also keeping this a secret. 

He knew, from their nights talking together that Nic loved the way he was. After hearing the excited chatter from the other side of the room night after night about how "I'm going to perfect this fireball" and "I'm going to figure out how to turn the flame on different parts of my hand separately" that Nic was never going to be separated from his ability. 

And that would be his choice. It wasn't something for Snow to decide. Nor was it something he really wanted to discuss with his twin brother. Not then. Maybe not ever. A part of him was always jealous of his brother but it was a part of him he was determined to keep locked deep down. It was a pandora's box that never needed to be opened.

As his focus on helping his mum sharpened, he lost sight of his own brother. Years passed without him feeling his brother drifting further and further away. If only he opened his eyes, he would have noticed. He would forever feel responsible for the fight that erupted that day. They were fourteen and had just finished up another lesson when Nic accused his mother of favouring Snow over himself. That nobody in the family had time for him and that's why he had to go and find another family with the children down in the village. Snow wasn't sure what hurt more at that moment. The words that were shot at him or the flame that hit his body. 

The pandora's box opened. Although Snow never said any of his thoughts out loud, he let everything out in his actions. The twins fought as they have never fought before. At one point, Snow became so angry, his body erupted into flames and it was then that Nic felt like he was being completely replaced. Snow knew how to use fire. He had no place here. When Nic left, the fire dissipated as he broke down into tears. For the first time, he explained to his mother everything that he felt. They became closer from that moment. She renewed her vow to help him find a cure and then they spent several sleepless nights worrying about where Nic might have gone. During this time, Snow saw his father home more than he had his entire life. 

It was only several days later that Snow hatched a plan to get his brother back. (Already talked about here) Which worked, much to his relief. When the twins met up again that day, they became closer than they had before. Snow started giving his brother more attention, as much as he could outside of helping his mother. They started play fighting again, learning to use their abilities as best they could but with Snow still preferring to focus on defense and using his abilities with healing when he could. 

With the damage to the house, their father started taking time off clinic and took up learning carpentry. They couldn't pay people to fix the house forever. Nic helped out in that regard and started developing a bond with their father. This left Snow to get even closer to his mother. While spending time in the study with her, he started also studying the smaller nuances of his abilities. He learned to make a snowglobe in the palm of his hand. A skill that delighted his mother to the point where he found himself practising this ability over and over. A small part of him was starting to accept his ability even while a greater part of him hated how much this ability took him away from having, what he perceived to be, a normal life. What he read in books and saw in movies. Being able to be with another person. Have his own family. It was a mental battle that he would always go back and forth on and not quite find the finish line for. 

On one hand, he had a bond with his brother through these powers. A bond that he knew nobody else would ever have with another being. Their powers were separate and yet intertwined. They understood each other and balanced each other out. On the other hand, nobody wants to be close to somebody that feels like they're dead. In this regard, he felt quite alone. Like nobody else would ever understand quite what it was like to be like this. It was a part of his life he locked back up again. These feelings would all go away once there was a cure anyway so why bother spending too much time on them.

At this time, their family grew closer. Their father started learning to communicate with his children better. He started seeing them as full little beings of their own despite their mutations. They started going out together as a a family to fundraisers and village events where Nic became a social butterfly. Snow learned to interact with other people as needed but kept himself a safe distance. Gloves always stayed on and never more than a surface friendship. Anything more and he may be asked to reveal parts about himself that nobody should ever have to see. He would allow himself to get close enough to people that they trusted him but never to the point where he had to open his own door to them. It was safer that way. 

He preferred to keep things as safe as possible.

Things were finally starting to really find their place when the accident occurred. Snow lost one major pillar in his life. The one person that was helping him secure his future was gone. He completely broke down. He remained in his room for months while his younger twin stepped up and organized everything that he should have been there to do himself. The notifications, the funeral, everything was organized by Nic while Snow remained in his room. He would eat the food that Nic left for him, he would allow Nic force him to take care of himself in regards to showering and such but other than that, he wanted nothing else. It took many months for him to start the slow journey of recovery. Almost a year had passed when he turned to look at his brother. 

He could see his parents in his brother. The sad look his mother gave him when he was a young child and realized he was different. The determined look of his father when "we will fix this house up" after that major fight. He told his brother that he was going to take up his mother's research. Her legacy. He never explained what the legacy was. Just that he didn't want to leave her mission unfinished. The company allowed him to re-take his place and he continued as best as he could. 

There was a deep hole in his heart. A hole that he tried to plug up with research. Plug up with watching his brother go out and try to live a normal life. The normal life he quietly longed for himself. Plug up with immersing himself with reading more fantasy books when he wasn't surrounded by biology texts or walking out into their surrounding forests looking for herbs or insects that would be useful for his research. Just anything he could use or anything he could do to avoid delving into these thoughts too deeply. He liked to lock these feelings away. Deep down. 

One day, these feelings would explode. Depending on the circumstance, the explosion could be big and physically damage everything around him. Or, if coaxed out by the right person, it might be just the release he needs to finally grow up and fully accept his abilities. If that right person exists, they might even be able to finally convince him to fully open up to his own brother. Or he might take all of these feelings to his grave. 

He'll never discover the "cure" in his own lifetime. He'll discover the cure for many other diseases and help many other people but he'll never fully be able to help himself. Hopefully, one day he'll find the someone that will help him with this last puzzle to have his own happy ending. 

[Purposefully left out as much of Nic's side of things as I could in regards to his reactions, feelings etc as I have another friend who may be taking him up and fleshing him out more.]

Personality: 

Snow keeps things very close to his chest and his own feelings about his personal life locked up as much as he can. He's learned to overcompensate for this by trying to be warm and caring to other people as much as possible. Due to this people may consider him a great person at first glance but quite closed off when they try to get closer to him. 

He's very attached to his brother and his mother due to his ablities and the research to get rid of those abilities. He's not as close to his father but he knows that his father cares about him from the time he finally came home after that incident. As his focus is about hiding himself from people, he's not very good with relationships that try to get deeper than a surface level friendship. He would be very awkward and not know how to have those deep and meaningful conversations that many people can have after a few meetings.

The biggest puzzle of his life that he is still yet to solve is whether or not he can truly accept those abilities. This would change depending on the course of life he takes (and depending on his development in the game). He keeps these feelings locked down quite deeply so he doesn't have to think about them. If he did give it some thought, he would realize that it's not his actual abilities that he hates but his lack of confidence to share these abilities with other people which stems from his mother's reaction and advise when he was a child. This is not something he would be able to learn about himself unless he were to open up to someone. Or find the one person that would take the time to force him to open up. 

He also is quite skittish around technology that moves (think vehicles like cars, buses etc) as they live in a country town that doesn't really require them to use a car. But the truth is he hasn't trusted any mode of transport since his parents passed away. His brother gets him everything that he needs and a forty five minute walk in one direction isn't really that far, right?  Since his brother indulges him a lot and takes care of him, he never has to really face these fears or emotions so he can be quite childish if he's forced into a corner and suddenly has to think about things outside his own pace. 

A lot about Snow is taking things at his own pace, carving his own little safe space and surrounding himself with things that are comfortable. His lifestyle and his brother allows him to do this. He is quite dependent on his brother in that regard even though he would never say it out loud. He can give an outward appearance of being quite confident but inward, it's a completely different story. However, he'll keep up outward appearances as much as he can. Until things inevitably break down. 


icywhatudidthere: (you’re the center of)
2020-09-08 11:11 pm

Snow Song - For Deerington


IN CHARACTER


Character Name: Snow Song
Played-By/Art Claim: Taemin (from SHINee)

In-Game Tattoo Placement: Across his chest, taking up the full expanse of his chest with antler spanning the length of each shoulder.
Current Health/Status: Fit and healthy.
Age: 18
Species: Human/Mutant

Content Warnings: Car Crash/trauma, stillborn mention (although it didn't turn out that way)

History: Stephanie King was a world renowned medical researcher in the private sector. She was a child prodigy and worked her way up in more controversial research fields bringing her to travel through Korea looking for alternative medications. While she was there, she fell in love with a doctor while attending a small charity event. Together, they moved into a more regional area of Japan where she was able to continue her research into cutting edge medicines while he set up a small general practice.

With this set up, she was able to continue her work for her parent company in the US but the type of work she did for them allowed for her to do everything via correspondence. It also helped that the small town that they lived in was surrounded by forest with undiscovered flora that would allow her to discover new treatments. She was in her late 20's when she became pregnant with twins and they were looking forward to new additions to their family. It was in the second trimester that she realized something was very wrong.

There was a gene mutation which meant that she was going to lose both children either during the pregnancy or they would be stillborn. Rather than give up, she decided to use a new drug that she was researching on herself to save their lives. It worked but not in the way she had expected.

Due to the nature of their treatments, they had a home birth when it was time. When Snow was born his body was cold, not even showing and of the residual warmth from his mother. She cried, thinking that drug had failed and he didn't make it. Before she had time to grieve for him, it was time for her second child to be born. Kim put his son into a prepared bassinet and went to assist Stephanie when there was a cry and they realized that the young boy was alive. At that cry, the young mother looked up in his direction, just outside the window nearby, she saw a gentle snow fall.

She didn't have the time to consider snow in Autumn when after another round of hard pushing, her second child was born. Except, this one wasn't breathing. Stephanie was devastated. She was unsure of what to believe when one child was born cold and the second child didn't make it. Her drug trial failed.

Kim put the two children into the one bassinet so that they would be able to say goodbye and it was in that moment that there was a small flame erupting around the second child and he gave out his first cry. Nobody knows whether the flame was hot to the touch as both parents were too scared to touch the bassinet in that moment but the flame caused no burns to either child. Stephanie was convinced that the first child was able to bring the second back to life. Whether it was due to shared powers or something else, she would never be sure.

However, Snow's body never warmed up, he was always cold to the touch and fearing that other children would make fun of their children, they had them both home schooled. Snow started realizing he had special powers at the age of 5 when he was playing with the family cat,Hime. When he was a little too exuberant in reaching for the cat, ice crystals started to form on the cat's tail scaring both the child and the feline. Since that day, he has been too scared to touch any other living thing asides from his brother and his mother. As Nic has the power to melt away any of Snow's accidents without a trace, he learned to not be afraid to touch him. His mother's touch was from sheer persistence on her part. She managed to convince him that even if he did accidentally hurt her, she would never leave.

The cat was aptly renamed Frosty, thanks to Nic after that incident. Short for, Mr Frostybutt. (Thanks Nic)

Snow worked extremely hard to learn and control his powers so that he wouldn't hurt anybody else in future but he never gained full confidence. He did focus on one ability hard enough so one day he was able to create a small transparent snowball in his hand. He would then make it snow inside the snowball when he shook it. It was a trick that he would show his mother every night before bed all the way up until his mother's passing. The one thing he knew that he could do to make her smile.

From a young age, he showed an aptitude for study. From about the age of 10, he would finish his school studies and then follow his mother into her study to look over her research. Unbeknownst to Nic, Snow and his mother had paired up to find a cure for their mutant gene. A cure so that they would both be able to maybe lead normal lives in future. Shortly after that, he was starting to contribute small amounts of help to the more mathematical and stats part of her research and by the age of 14, his mother was able to negotiate a contract with her firm for Snow to work for them for a salary.

It was also around this time where the twins had their first major fight. Nic had started sneaking out of the house and Snow didn't understand the reasons why. They argued and it was then that Snow accused his brother of no longer caring for him. The twins used their powers without resistance against each other for the first time. It was during that fight their parents realized just how dangerous the twins could be. When Snow was angry, a small flame enveloped his body. The flame remained only just above his skin and he had no control over it as a projectile but it burned hot enough to hurt anybody that touched him. That was, anybody except his own brother.

Directly after that fight, Nic left. It was the first time that Snow wouldn't see him for days. It soon reached a point where all Snow heard in his family home was arguing between his parents. How they were going to get the house repaired and soon, whether or not to call the police. What if he was hurt? Could anybody hurt a mutant child that could just torch anybody that went near him? When he was unable to take it any further, Snow also left the house. He ran until he was in the middle of their town and there, he tested his power again.

In the middle of the park, on a warm day, he started a snowstorm. Regardless of anything else, this was going to draw out the person he needed to see. The person that he yearned for with every fiber of his being and he was rewarded. He watched his identical twin show himself and they were able to reunite and go back home.

It was also the first time Snow received a one hour lecture from his mother about making sure he was discrete about his powers. Snow on a hot day made the national news and he had to lay low for a very long time. Prior to this event, Snow barely left the house as it was as he preferred to read or add to his research. After this event, he didn't leave the house at all. Except for major events that he attended with his parents or he had no other choice.

At the age of 16, when his parents were coming home from a fundraiser for a local charity that neither of the twins attended, they were involved in a car crash. Both parents didn't survive and Snow shut down as his world revolved around only his brother and his parents. He lived his life in a haze during that time. There wasn't much that he could remember of his parent's funerals or the people they had to see during that time. For months after, almost a year, Snow didn't talk much and would spend long hours just sitting in his room.

And then one day, he told Nic that he had made a decision. He would carry on their mother's research. He would continue earning funds for them to survive on or their savings would run out. Living on the inheritance from their mum and the sale of their dad's general practice was only going to last so long. Snow never picked up the courage to tell his brother about the true nature of the research they were doing. That was a secret he kept to himself and his contact at the company he was able to keep working for.

Through his research from that time until his 20's, he has become fluent in English as the parent company is based in the USA and Korean as his research has led him to further ties that his father had in his home country. He is fluent in Japanese as they live in Japan.

CRAU History & Impact: Not CRAU

Personality: Due to his experiences from a young age (accidentally freezing their cat's tail, accidentally freezing people when he touches them) Snow has developed an aversion to letting people in (both mentally and physically). He has developed the ability to socialize with people on a very surface level as he worked with his mum's company and occasionally attended functions with her but has never been able to move past that to develop a deep relation with anybody outside his immediate family. This is all by design as he spends the majority of his time at home surrounded by books and his research.

Although he can socialize with people on a one to one level, he gets quite awkward if he needs to speak to a large amount of people all at once as his mother tended to take over when that type of situation happened. Since his mother's passing, he hasn't attended any public events and has left it to his colleagues in the research company.

When he's not researching, he's nose deep in reading fantasy and romance books so he has a very idealized idea of what friendship would be if he were to experience one or let somebody into his life. It would just take a while to get there. He would be very loyal to that person and care about them deeply. However, on the flip side of this, upon experiencing betrayal for the first time he would learn quickly to compensate and it would be likely harder for the next person to get close to him. This is something that would need to be explored further as it hasn't happened in his own story yet. Any foray into the romance kind would be as cheesy as the stories that he reads as he doesn't know how to treat anybody any differently.

Since his life is mainly been about research and science, he is very logical in the way he thinks about things. He needs to rationalize emotions, feelings and reactions so that he can understand them better. He doesn't tend to do anything spontaneous as he would need to consider each of the outcomes before jumping into something. If he can't fit something into one of his boxes he can get very frustrated and close himself off while he goes into his "thinking mode" to try and sort it out by himself.

He has a very gentle nature as he believes that he should treat people the way he would like to be treated himself and he has developed a very high level of patience to most things due to having a very gung ho and outgoing twin brother.

Snow is not street smart so can be very easily manipulated into doing things and is easily led astray in that regard. He won't question that people have any ulterior motives when it comes to things because he doesn't think there's anything of his that people would even want to take advantage of. So while he won't let you into his personal space (in the mental and physical area) and won't show you his abilities and powers easily, he will happily go into your personal space if you allow him that access (as long as you don't physically reach out touch him).

He is very lawful good and won't do harm unless harm is done unto himself first and even then he is more defensive than offensive (or he tries very hard to be). Sometimes his powers take over and he's very remorseful after the fact if that happens. He has a very strict idea of right and wrong but that being said, he can be very easily manipulated into thinking that something that may be wrong is actually the right thing to do. Just have to say the right things to convince his logic. As long as the logic can be rationalised anything can be right or wrong.

His inability to create relationships isn't just due to his ice abilities and cold touch but also because he very abruptly lost the most important relation to him without warning. Since the loss of his mother, Snow hasn't been brave enough to create a bond with anybody else and is really fearful of also losing his brother one day. If anybody says anything about his brother or threatens to do him harm then all bets would be off. If anybody were able to get close enough to Snow for him to feel this type of attachment, he would also throw logic out the window and lash out at anything that caused the threat.

That is the one big trigger that he would have to cause him to lose complete control of his composure. For everything else, he tries very hard to compartmentalize into its own little box.

The one other thing that Snow is consumed by is his desire to create a vaccine that will "cure" himself and his brother. That is, he has never fully accepted the mutant part of himself. He believes that until that day, he will not be good enough for anybody. There is always a little voice in his mind that reminds him to be the best "normal human" that he can. The only two people that were able to see him in his full mutant glory are his twin brother and his mother. Even though is father knew everything about him and was his doctor all through his childhood, he never relaxed around him and showed him the full range of his abilities.

Although he struggles with being a mutant and is working on developing a vaccine, it's highly likely that he wouldn't be happy as a "normal human" and needs to actually work through his feelings to accept his powers. That's a struggle that he has locked into a box and refuses to think about. Instead, it's easier to think of his abilities as a curse and just work to get rid of them.

That's one of the biggest parts of his mind that he relies on. If something gets too difficult or confusing, it's better to lock it away, rationalize it with something else and not delve too deeply into it. Feelings are confusing and not required in day to day life.

Outwardly, though? He likes people to think he's an uncomplicated, happy go lucky, easy going guy.


Abilities/Powers/Weaknesses & Warping:
- Materialize ice from water particles in the air - He can create objects to whatever shape he wants but not control movement of that object. For example, he can create an icicle in the air but it won't fly towards an enemy and kill it. He would physically need to throw it and with his strength, it probably wouldn't cause much damage. This is the ability that allows him to make a snowglobe in his hand. He can literally make it snow but that would be him creating flakes of ice and using gravity to pull it to the ground. He likely wouldn't be able to create large objects in the air to fall on people as gravity would have that item on the ground as it was being formed.
Warp: His control over the ability becomes erratic upon arrival. He doesn't have the control that he has fought to learn through his life. Instead, if he tries to create anything, he either makes something that is suddenly too large, causing damage to the area around him or something that is barely able to hold form before it melts into nothing. If he succeeds at making a snowglobe, it fills with fire and explodes within the next few seconds. Not a large explosion, just large enough to cause himself (or whatever it hits if he manages to figure out how to throw it) very minor 1st degree burns in a localized area.

+ Freeze upon touch - This is an activated ability which he is still uncertain about to this day. He can cause a thin layer of ice to form anything he touches. It only happens if he wills it or he is startled and his body is trying to protect itself. It is not a self activating ability.
Warp: As this is a subconscious ability, not sure if a warp would apply to this one. It would self activate if he gets startled causing a freeze to happen around an area he touches with his bare hands. It isn't enough to hurt anyone, it more makes them really cold and stops them from moving for a small period of time if he keeps his touch on there for long enough. Generally, as he's startled, it's a small patch as he jumps back.

+ Water/liquid detection (latent ability) - Can tell where there's sources of liquids he can use his abilities with. Leads to other abilities like being able to tell when someone has been crying (or wet their pants).

+ Flame/Warmth (limited) - If he has any passionate emotions he triggers into limited abilities from Nic. This happened when they touched as young children and he brought Nic back to life. If he feels passionate emotions such as extreme anger, arousal, or something like creative drive and something he is extremely focused on, his body will actually warm up and be a normal temperature to touch. The biggest flame he can create upon will is a very small ball of fire on his hand, nothing more than that. Or if he is in danger or extremely out of control, his body can be enveloped in fire but only just on the surface of his skin so it would burn anybody that touches him but he can't use it to hurt anybody out of his reach.
Warp: His ability to defend against the exreme part of this ability is removed upon his arrival to the world. He will still trigger warmth in his body with passionate emotions but if he is in extreme danger (or extreme other emotion that he can't control) and makes the switch from ice to fire, the flame envelopes his body which protects him from the danger but he feels the pain of the burn through is whole body. There is no actual damage except some first degree burns to his hands and his feet but the pain will be something he can't get away from. Unless something in the game allows him to learn how to get this ability back to normal.


Inventory:
1 - a bag that has a spare change of clothes (top, pants, socks, jacket, hat and 2 pairs of gloves)
2 - mobile phone with recordings of himself with his brother
3 - a small journal with a pen attached
4 - A small tightly sealed bottle of strawberry syrup (that he uses to make snowcones)
5 - A small medical kit (just the basics; a few bandages, antiseptic cream)
6 - A locket that has a photo of his parents

Writing Samples:
1.
Snow ran a hand through his hair as he stared down at the ground. He glanced at the person that sat before him for a split moment before staring back at the ground again. This wasn't something he had felt before as far as he could remember. The hammering in his chest, the butterflies in his stomach and this blank space in his mind. He was completely lost for words. Not only that, he was completely lost for all thought. It made things difficult when he looked up again to see that face staring back at him, expecting an answer.

He took a deep breath. Minutes have probably passed. Anybody else would have given up in frustration and walked away by now. The fact that they're still sitting there meant a lot to him. Giving him time to process this was exactly what he needed but he knew that even their patience would run out eventually.

Suddenly, he was scrambling. He knew that if he took any longer, it would seem like his answer would be negative. That he was just looking for an escape. Normally, he would. However, this time he didn't want to escape. This time, he wanted to reach out and actually...

A thought struck him. Something he hasn't shared with anybody for a very long time. A skill he hasn't used for so long that he could only hope and pray that it still worked. Snow reached out his hand, palm up, and with a soft smile that filled his chest with warmth, started creating a small transparent ball that he cradled in the palm of his hand. A few moments later, a small heart formed inside the ball.

There. Maybe that would convey everything more than the words that were out of his reach.

2.
No. NO. NO! This was not happening! He never signed up for this. He doubted anybody would sign up for something like this. He bit down hard on his lower lip to stop any semblence of sound as he tried to slow down his breathing. Snow's back was pressed against the hard tree trunk as he tried in vain to see through the darkness of the forest. He had no idea what the heck was chasing him but he wasn't waiting around to find out.

He needed to go somewhere, find somewhere safe but where was even safe anymore. He closed his eyes and focussed. Maybe, a body of water. If he could find the closest body of water, then at least he would have something to defend with. West. There was something in that direction. He didn't know what it was but he could feel a tug that way so it was worth a short. A small handprint of ice grew where he pushed away from his hiding spot. He had to hurry. Time wasn't waiting for anybody.

OUT OF CHARACTER


Player Name: Mei
Player Age: 34
Player Contact: Plurk - nekomiao

Other Characters In Game: None
In-Game Tag If Accepted: Snow Song: Mei
Permissions for Character: here
Are you comfortable with prominent elements of fourth-walling?: Yes. Would be interesting to be able to play with this.

What themes of horror/psychological thrillers do you enjoy the most?: Playing with his fears. Losing his brother (since he's already lost his parents) or anybody else that he becomes close to and being trapped in a place where he can't escape. Completely losing his ability to control his powers or even losing his power completely as he's never lived a life without them. Even though he works towards getting rid of them, not sure he would actually be happy if they were actually gone.

Also things to do with losing his mind or ability to control parts of himself while being fully conscious of it. Being forced to do things against his will that he'll need to make up for later on.

Is there anything in particular you absolutely need specific content warnings for?: Graphic violence such as dismemberment and the like.
Additional Information: No additional information that I can think of.



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2020-09-08 09:46 pm

Permissions


⇓in character⇓

PHYSICAL AFFECTION: Does not do well with physical affection but can slowly work towards it with the right person. He is very anti-physical touch as his skin is cold to the touch and he doesn't like people realizing that. He also freezes things when startled so he's always afraid of hurting people. But for people who really would like to get to know him, worth a shot just be prepared to be patient.

PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Feel free to drop any type of violence on him. His powers may auto-activate in defense so some damage may be unwittingly caused.

ROMANCE/FLIRTING: Has never really experienced any type of dating or romance before as he's a recluse. He spends the majority of his time around books and his research. So romance at will but he won't be any good at anything. Rather he'll be awkwardly cute, hopefully?

SEXUAL CONTENT: See above.

PSYCHIC ABILITIES: Feel free to do what you would like. If anything involves mind control please discuss with me first.

MAGIC/POWERS: Feel free to throw what you would like at him.

MEDICAL INFORMATION: He bleeds like a normal human but his ability means that his body temperature is cold so he feels like he's dead even though he's not. Everything else, he's very human.

OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS OR TRIGGERS: Very protective of his brother. He would be triggered by things to do with car crashes as that is how he lost his parents. Other than that, he hasn't been exposed to a lot of things that would be triggering to him.

⇓out of character⇓

BACKTAGGING: Happy to back tag as long as anybody else is happy to.

FOURTH WALLING: Happy with this.

THREADHOPPING: Happy with this as well.

OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS/TRIGGERS: Do not like mutilation or gore to the point where limbs get removed (this is graphic stuff that I don't like, for example limbs being torn off is not okay but turning into a doll and it breaks like glass would be fine) . Do not like permanent damage done to him but fixable damage is okay. I don't like bad things being done to or around small humans. Small humans causing bad things is fine as long as nothing bad happens to said small humans.

ANYTHING ELSE: 

Also Flist/Kink list available here
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2017-12-03 10:10 am

Permissions

[OOC]

Backtagging: Yup!
Threadhopping: Yup
Fourthwalling: That's fine.
Offensive subjects (elaborate): Anything is okay but if you're concerned just LMK.

[IC]

Hugging this character: He doesn't like touch. OOC wise I'm happy for characters to try and push in on him, IC wise he might not take it very well and you might get some ice thrown your way or something frozen by accident.
Kissing this character: Same as above.
Flirting with this character: Yes but he is awkward and might not know how to react back.
Fighting with this character: He is not the fighting type, that's his brother. But he can react well with defensive skills.
Injuring this character (include limits and severity): Absolutely fine with me just send me a PM or let me know how far you want to go so I know what's coming.
Using telepathy/mind reading abilities on this character: Absolutely fine.

Warnings: Snow isn't a very people person in that he gets awkward as he is a homebody. But he's very polite because he knows how to inter work relations. If he gets startled he reacts with ice defense so if you want to scare him or take him out of his element let me know so I can give a heads up on how he may react ice wise.

Flist/Kink list here
icywhatudidthere: (Default)
2017-06-30 05:08 pm

Bio


Snow Song
 

ic stats


family: twin brother Nic (Phoenix)
Parents - Deceased
age: 20
height: 170cm
pb: Lee Taemin
preferences: bisexual

player


name: Mei
over 18? yes
contact: PM me or [plurk.com profile] nekomiao
time zone: +8 GMT
 
HISTORY
Stephanie King was a world renowned medical researcher in the private sector. She was a child prodigy and worked her way up in more controversial research fields bringing her to travel through Korea looking for alternative medications. While she was there, she fell in love with a doctor while attending a small charity event. Together, they moved into a more regional area of Japan where she was able to continue her research into cutting edge medicines while he set up a small general practice.

With this set up, she was able to continue her work for her parent company in the US but the type of work she did for them allowed for her to do everything via correspondence. It also helped that the small town that they lived in was surrounded by forest with undiscovered flora that would allow her to discover new treatments. She was in her late 20's when she became pregnant with twins and they were looking forward to new additions to their family. It was in the second trimester that she realized something was very wrong.

There was a gene mutation which meant that she was going to lose both children either during the pregnancy or they would be stillborn. Rather than give up, she decided to use a new drug that she was researching on herself to save their lives. It worked but not in the way she had expected. 

Due to the nature of their treatments, they had a home birth when it was time. When Snow was born his body was cold, not even showing and of the residual warmth from his mother. She cried, thinking that drug had failed and he didn't make it. Before she had time to grieve for him, it was time for her second child to be born. Kim put his son into a prepared bassinet and went to assist Stephanie when there was a cry and they realized that the young boy was alive. At that cry, the young mother looked up in his direction, just outside the window nearby, she saw a gentle snow fall. 

She didn't have the time to consider snow in Autumn when after another round of hard pushing, her second child was born. Except, this one wasn't breathing. Stephanie was devastated. She was unsure of what to believe when one child was born cold and the second child didn't make it. Her drug trial failed.

Kim put the two children into the one bassinet so that they would be able to say goodbye and it was
in that moment that there was a small flame erupting around the second child and he gave out his first cry. Nobody knows whether the flame was hot to the touch as both parents were too scared to touch the bassinet in that moment but the flame caused no burns to either child. Stephanie was convinced that the first child was able to bring the second back to life. Whether it was due to shared powers or something else, she would never be sure.

However, Snow's body never warmed up, he was always cold to the touch and fearing that other children would make fun of their children, they had them both home schooled. Snow started realizing he had special powers at the age of 5 when he was playing with the family cat,Hime. When he was a little too exuberant in reaching for the cat, ice crystals started to form on the cat's tail scaring both the child and the feline. Since that day, he has been too scared to touch any other living thing asides from his brother and his mother. As Nic has the power to melt away any of Snow's accidents without a trace, he learned to not be afraid to touch him. His mother's touch was from sheer persistence on her part. She managed to convince him that even if he did accidentally hurt her, she would never leave.

The cat was aptly renamed Frosty, thanks to Nic after that incident. Short for, Mr Frostybutt. (Thanks Nic)

Snow worked extremely hard to learn and control his powers so that he wouldn't hurt anybody else in future but he never gained full confidence. He did focus on one ability hard enough so one day he was able to create a small transparent snowball in his hand. He would then make it snow inside the snowball when he shook it. It was a trick that he would show his mother every night before bed all the way up until his mother's passing. The one thing he knew that he could do to make her smile.

From a young age, he showed an aptitude for study. From about the age of 10, he would finish his school studies and then follow his mother into her study to look over her research. Unbeknownst to Nic, Snow and his mother had paired up to find a cure for their mutant gene. A cure so that they would both be able to maybe lead normal lives in future. Shortly after that, he was starting to contribute small amounts of help to the more mathematical and stats part of her research and by the age of 14, his mother was able to negotiate a contract with her firm for Snow to work for them for a salary. 

It was also around this time where the twins had their first major fight. Nic had started sneaking out of the house and Snow didn't understand the reasons why. They argued and it was then that Snow accused his brother of no longer caring for him. The twins used their powers without resistance against each other for the first time. It was during that fight their parents realized just how dangerous the twins could be. When Snow was angry, a small flame enveloped his body. The flame remained only just above his skin and he had no control over it as a projectile but it burned hot enough to hurt anybody that touched him. That was, anybody except his own brother. 

Directly after that fight, Nic left. It was the first time that Snow wouldn't see him for days. It soon reached a point where all Snow heard in his family home was arguing between his parents. How they were going to get the house repaired and soon, whether or not to call the police. What if he was hurt? Could anybody hurt a mutant child that could just torch anybody that went near him? When he was unable to take it any further, Snow also left the house. He ran until he was in the middle of their town and there, he tested his power again.

In the middle of the park, on a warm day, he started a snowstorm. Regardless of anything else, this was going to draw out the person he needed to see. The person that he yearned for with every fiber of his being and he was rewarded. He watched his identical twin show himself and they were able to reunite and go back home.

It was also the first time Snow received a one hour lecture from his mother about making sure he was discrete about his powers. Snow on a hot day made the national news and he had to lay low for a very long time. Prior to this event, Snow barely left the house as it was as he preferred to read or add to his research. After this event, he didn't leave the house at all. Except for major events that he attended with his parents or he had no other choice.

At the age of 16, when his parents were coming home from a fundraiser for a local charity that neither of the twins attended,  they were involved in a car crash. Both parents didn't survive and Snow shut down as his world revolved around only his brother and his parents. He lived his life in a haze during that time. There wasn't much that he could remember of his parent's funerals or the people they had to see during that time. For months after, almost a year, Snow didn't talk much and would spend long hours just sitting in his room. 

And then one day, he told Nic that he had made a decision. He would carry on their mother's research. He would continue earning funds for them to survive on or their savings would run out. Living on the inheritance from their mum and the sale of their dad's general practice was only going to last so long. Snow never picked up the courage to tell his brother about the true nature of the research they were doing. That was a secret he kept to himself and his contact at the company he was able to keep working for.

Through his research from that time until his 20's, he has become fluent in English as the parent company is based in the USA and Korean as his research has led him to further ties that his father had in his home country. He is fluent in Japanese as they live in Japan.
 
PERSONALITY
 + Book smart - Snow spends a lot of his time at home doing medical research as a part of his job so he's book smart and has excellent study skills
+ Loyal - He doesn't have many people he is close to so he is very loyal to the ones that have shown they care about him
+ Caring - He will do anything for the people he cares about because it takes him a while to truly open up to somebody.
+ Curiosity and persistence - Since his field requires him to  be cutting edge, he is willing to work hard and think laterally to find new answers to questions. This requires him to have developed his persistence which may be applied to other areas in his life such as if there is somebody that does catch his attention and he is willing to overcome his fear to befriend them.
+ Romantic -  When he isn't doing research, he is reading a lot of fiction from fantasy to romance so he has a really idealized idea of relationship.
+ Logical - As most of his time is spent around research and books, he takes a more logical and step by step approach to everything else as a result. This means he does try to reign in his emotions as much as possible but doesn't mean he has absolute control over his feelings. This lends into his more standoffish and awkward type of relations as listed inthe next section. 
+ Polite - He speaks politely to people and does his best not to swear or say anything that may anger other people.
+ Gentle nature - He lives by the philosophy of treat people the way you would like to be treated
+ Patient - He has learned this by virtue of having a brother which really likes to test the limits at time

- Not Street Smart - He spends almost all of his time in his home doing his research and leaves the social side of things to his twin brother so he is very easily tricked/conned.
- Easily irritated when tired - He's not physically strong due to spending more hours with books and research than any strenuous activity so he may tire easily and he's really irritable when he's tired. 
- Awkward in public - He hasn't had much outside human contact so although he can relate to people on a one to one basis, it's different when he's in a large public area. 
- Scared of relations with other people - Due to his skin being cold to the touch and he knows this isn't normal, he pulls away from people a lot and is scared to make relations. He is especially scared of actual physical contact with people due to a fear of rejection. He would rather have no relation than someone who finds out more about him and doesn't want him in their lives. This is also a result of when Nic left and found that it was easier to not have someone than to have them leave one day.
- Hesitant of using his powers in front of other people - Due to an incident when he was young, he is fearful of using his powers lest he hurt anybody or any animal. One exception is the one trick he has practiced very often since he was a child because it was something that would often make his mother smile or when he is in a safe space where he knows he is in full control of everything around him.
- Can be triggered into a rage if anybody attacks his brother or says anything overly negative about his mother. 
- Can be easily startled which causes him to accidentally use his powers in an unintended fashion. Usually this results in an ice structure being hastily created.
SKILLS/ABILITIES
      + Materialize ice from water particles in the air - He can create objects to whatever shape he wants but not control movement of that object. For example, he can create an icicle in the air but it won't fly towards an enemy and kill it. He would physically need to throw it and with his strength, it probably wouldn't cause much damage.  This is the ability that allows him to make a snowglobe in his hand. He can literally make it snow but that would be him creating flakes of ice and using gravity to pull it to the ground. He likely wouldn't be able to create large objects in the air to fall on people as gravity would have that item on the ground as it was being formed. 

      + Freeze upon touch - This is an activated ability which he is still uncertain about to this day. He can cause a thin layer of ice to form anything he touches. It only happens if he wills it or he is startled and his body is trying to protect itself. It is not a self activating ability.

      + Water/liquid detection (latent ability) - Can tell where there's sources of liquids he can use his abilities with. Leads to other abilities like being able to tell when someone has been crying (or wet their pants).

      + Flame/Warmth (limited) - If he has any passionate emotions he triggers into limited abilities from Nic. This happened when they touched as young children and he brought Nic back to life. If he feels passionate emotions such as extreme anger, arousal, or something like creative drive and something he is extremely focused on, his body will actually warm up and be a normal temperature to touch. The biggest flame he can create upon will is a very small ball of fire on his hand, nothing more than that. Or if he is in danger or extremely out of control, his body can be enveloped in fire but only just on the surface of his skin so it would burn anybody that touches him but he can't use it to hurt anybody out of his reach. 

      + Basic medical knowledge - He has never attended university and whatever he knows is from his research and learned from his mother before she passed away so he has basic first aid skills but no skills in regards to surgery or anything more advanced.

      + Speaks Japanese, English and Korean.
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